Ever since i've decided to sell off the 1st pieces of my furniture, those were the feelings I've been goin thru.!!
This was not the first time I wished to sell them off.. it was exactly a year back when the thought to sell of the furniture came to my mind.. or rather do I say.. planted in my mind by Papa dearest...
Papa and Mama wanted me to sell off or get rid off the memories of my brutal past and move on into a new phase of life.. but, I could not get over the thought of selling those that dearly were once bought "together"!! After a few trails and discussions, people approaching us for the ads posted on Sulekha, I finally decided to delete the ad and not to sell them .. for the moment..! Gosh, I hated to do it.. but I did it for "us".. with a hope of being "together" again sometime, somehow!!
Now today, after a year, when I look back, I realise that I am still carrying all the baggage, that supposedly would be fit to have left behind, loooong looong back... Physically yes... but just only a few parts of the emotional baggage, not completely.. No... not anymore!! Love.. and Marriage afterall... cant be forgotten or got over so easily and so soon!!
Hmmmmm.... hmmmmmmm... but I have to live my life to the fullest leaving off all the baggage and sailing off to new shores.. in the hope of a new beginning, a new life, a new home, a new phase.... So here I am SEALED/FROZEN/DEFINITE in selling off my 1st furniture ever, guys.. just wish me that I succeed in this task and become my own ever free spirit again..!!
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